It’s 4am I’m waking up to your perfume.

Happy Birthday!!! Rachel Chong.

Fondly known as Rae, or the many other names a huamn can think of such as SEXY or PEIMIN ( her chinese name which also means “give face”), she celebrates her 19th birthday on the 20th of October. What an irony. She has been over mentioned in this blog but I shall post more about her simply because I am fond of her. A year has past and many has come through but nothing would break good old friendship and yes!!! It shall last till the end unless a twist of fate occurs ( okay I mentioned this line before) and I marry her. Okays. Next…

Howdy. Hope all ya guys doing great. I have not posted the photos which I promised Rae. Of my stately home in Taiping and more pictures of the black mining holes which miraculously turned into a park. Oh yeah.I promise I shall do that in my next post. Taiping friends, sorry for looking at more lake gardens. KL friends, hope ya guys get a lil look at the only attraction of Taiping. However,as a starter of more beautiful photos, here are two pictures of my humble abode. Rae, this is my little shag which i shelter in. Its home and I love my house. Of course =.=/ who wouldn’t?

It was pouring and I took this from my porch. Oh thats my trusty little ride. A modern bug =D

And this, a wonderful sunset after the rain on the very same day, from the similar position but different angle. I hope all of you guys agree with me, that Its hard to get these : fire (sunset) and water (wet floor) in a single photo blended together to make an orange wonder.What hues.. Enjoy =)

And yes. As I have mentioned in my earlier posts, I am not having a great week and I swear its one of the worst weeks cum weekend. Some things are best left unsaid. Anyway, I am supposed to be hunching on my laptop doing my redundant assignment but here I am writing to the wall.

To whoever who reads this, you are not walls. I repeat. Not walls k? Im just saying this in case nobody actually opens up my pathetic page to have an insider of my literature here. Haha. Dumb. Actually, the weekend wasn’t that bad. We ordered a new Dell today. Yeah.. I know. Finace finance. If only I was as rich as Tony Fernandez or whoever tycoon. Ohhhh yeahh..life is at its dullest point now. I need inspiration, not just another negotiation, like the song Way back into love.

Which reminds me of somebody. A certain creature named “S”. This very childish individual once pointed out somewhere indirectly that I build my pathetic life like the lyrics from emo songs. Wow. Just because I feel my life goes in that manner doesnt mean it really is like that. The individual said some very equally childish words and I, on the other hand shall be the bigger man and walk away. Ultimately, its nothing. Lets put it this way. If you’re not in my life. Shut the fuck up. Stop acting smart, coz nobody knows what its like.

On a lighter note, I was chatting with my all time good brother buddy Darus, and we had this conversation. Expletive but funny. We were chatting about the odds of me not having anybody to date. (That is true so if you think you want me please take me. Im just playing..haha).. it turned out like this:

獅子 says (12:54 AM):
don;t worry la
獅子 says (12:54 AM):
just go a random girl in HELP and ask her out
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:55 AM):
ah haha go ahead la
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:55 AM):
it would mostp robably work
獅子 says (12:56 AM):
no, i meant it for u
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:56 AM):
ah haha
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:56 AM):
me???
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:56 AM):
if tht worked?
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:56 AM):
i would have done it a long
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:56 AM):
long
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:56 AM):
long
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:56 AM):
long
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:56 AM):
time ago
獅子 says (12:57 AM):
yeah
獅子 says (12:57 AM):
or better yet
獅子 says (12:57 AM):
go to the middle of the corridor and drop your pants
獅子 says (12:57 AM):
that’ll cause an impact
ϞαϯϖσяЌϨ™ •ои fяαίι ωІѝgѕ• says (12:58 AM):
wow..yeah an impact so great my mum would have ot bail me out from the police station..or worse..

Yeah. What the heck..hahaha…

Anyway, here are two poems, or rather, some nonsense I created when I was really in the emo mood. Judge it kays guys? I know its not impressive and all but hey check it out k? I think its pretty good…

For the life of me, I cannot remember,

What made me think my mind was together,

Here is a story, few could understand,

Here is to those, who know where my soul stands,

The lion, the witch and the wizard they said,

The cuts, the blood and the knife I played,

Here go my toils of pain,

This, I worship, nothing plain,

The aimless pursuits of a hopeless child,

Amen to that, he shall know the wild,

Within the wilderness he searches,

But never did he find a bird that perches,

Till he saw light from the dark,

Beneath the twists lies a spark,

Don’t get me wrong, I just need some luck,

The luck that no normal man can ever tuck

Finding pleasure in pain,

Getting hurt inflicts him vain,

Sick love and hate,

The elements he now would date,

Death is verbose,

A god by its own,

And by its own, gives enlightenment,

Forms thus a throne

To the dark side that no man should pray,

Let death spread its beauty in gray..

 

I made this poem a long, long time ago. Its on my friendster, but jsut for the record, I shall post it up again… Ahh.. queer eye for the straight guy I would say. Here it is.. its about me..

Life is sometimes really hard to bring,
The trials and hardship all face,
This is the real craze,
A guy who has been loved, hated
Cheated, Mistreated,
Fallen, woken,
Pushed down, broken
A sensitive mind for the frail soul
A paper heart, bled till its so cold,
Don’t get me wrong,
For a being pathetic song,
Forever seen,
As an idiot thats been,
But they do not know, the person inside,
Just because, I do not prove it to sight,
Judged through stereotypes,
Constantly defamed through spiteful plights,
All I wanted, was a tint of affection,
A little succession,
I have always been in correction,
as if I am of probation,
Behind these hazel eyes,
Once again, torn till the heart cries,
What have I done,
Till I receive none,
But hate and pain,
So deep the heart dies in vain,
Do not get me wrong here,
For this is who I am my dear,
Just to let you know,
Been through thick and thin I will grow,
A small rhyme here I create,
Only to those who never harbor hate,
With kindness and patience,
I despise sarcasm and arrogance,
For I accept all views,
As God has taught me to be humble to all crews,
A little rant about me there,
I do hope you can all bear,
Just to let you know,
The real me I already show,
I do not hide,
Just to prove I am right,
Emotions are vital,
A focus of my inner cycle
To show the honesty,
Instead of blasphemy,
I want true friends,
Who share all trends,
The traditional quote,
Thick and thin together to be rode,
Like soul mates I want to share,
Your thoughts and dreams and despair,
For I will be there,
To show I really care,
This goes out, to a few of mine,
Who have thoughts that they have no crime,
Go as far as you can,
For I believe in a good world of sharing my can.
I am just a simple guy,
Sometimes I really cry,
All I want is some hope,
To know that life’s trials I can cope.
This is just me,
Thanks for reading,
And not..

I hope you enjoyed this, somehow in a morbid or dumb way, but no matter what, thanks for taking time to read this =) Comments.. por favor~..

 

 

~ by Nathy on October 19, 2007.